who will drink this fake lemonade in a fancy whine glass even when it looks like piss.
It tastes like watered down sugar water though with fake lemon in it. I like it for some reason.

Okay will someone explain to me what caused my page views to sky rocket on the Twentieth and the Twenty fourth?
Before that I had a general gathering of about thirty to fourty view per day. I was content and happy with that.
Then it exploded.
On the Twentieth I got ninety five views.
Then the next day, fourteen.
Then it starts getting back to around thirty fourty over the next few days
And then BAM!
Twenty fourth.
One hundred and two.
And ever sense then, it has been about fifty page views per day.

Now it is not that I mind, and it is not that I care about pageviews. It is just that I like things to pregress or decline at a natural rate. I mean look at what happened when the housing market skyrocketed!? It collapsed at our feet, signaling the sure fire begining of an economic downfall.

Now I know that this won't happen to me, I mean the worst that can happen is that I will drop back down to my previous viewing rate or lower, but seriously

What did I do right?! What did I do wrong?

Had I gotten featured somewhere? Was someone making big dramu somewhere over the rainbow? Was I in it? What happened?!
What is the most confusing to me is that the first day of explosion, I hadn't even been on for the last few days beforehand!

Thank you for the pageviews though.

About my last journal. For some reason you guys started thinking it was like child abuse or like abnormally disgusting or something. But let me tell YOU something.
When you have nearly nine people living in a small house some nights, with two or three dogs, don't you think the floor will get dirty quickly?
On a NORMAL day, we have my dad, his girlfriend, her two boys, my brother, the two dogs, and I. And sometimes my mom brings t he puppy over.
Now normally that is enough for gummy feet but then Tara's friend is leaving her husband and needs help getting back on her feet, so she is living in the garage, and her two kids come over adn stay the night sometimes. So let me count. Twelve. That is about twelve if I counted correctly.
And about the shower. It just doesn't make ME feel clean. But I also only feel comfortable in my shower, and because the bathroom has tannish yellow walls adn yellow tiles, it makes the place look dirtier than it is. And also I am used to high pressure when taking a shower. I don't get that at my dads.
Really it is no big deal.

I swear I had more to say.
Well uhm... I thought yesterday was today. I thought today was goign to be the first and yesterday was the thirtieth.... obviously I was incorrect.

That was because though I had put the journal " At my father's house" up in the early morning on the twentyninth, and I had that I had done it earlier when it was still techincily considered night. So I thought I had put it up on the twentyeigth, ended up putting it up on teh twenty ninth, and when I looked at it when I woke up on the twenty ninth, I thought I had put it up the day before and the dat eon the journal said the twenty ninth. So I assumed yesterday was the thirtieth.
I hope that makes sense.

Oh yah I remember what else I was going to put up.

After this week, I am becoming vegitatarian for the rest of the summer.
My best friend ~krissyrocksoutloud gave me the idea when she was giving me random food facts, and when she told me she was going to go vegitarian because she doesn't really like meat all that much.
But I decided to go vegitarian for a different reason.
I want to lose weight.
Cause... I got a new bikini that I hope to fit into one day.
And also, really I don't eat much during hte summer because I lose my apetite more than normal, and who needs to eat all the heavy meet. Eating fresh veggies ( which I love doing) cools someone off and is generally just as filling and good for you.

I will miss some porkchips and tri tip steak though.

And I am still eating dairy and eggs.... and probably some fish because I love me some sushi.

But yah that is just about it.

And also I love vodka and cranberry juice.

~ Courtney JoAnne