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I am now(haitus)

Sun Dec 13, 2009, 8:56 PM
A seventeen year old gay guy named Peter.
In my free time, I enjoy sex, writing, wine, rum and coffee, and I love Harry Potter as well.
I also have terribe vision, and am legally blind in my left eye.
I am anemic, as well as a vegitarian.
And right now I have to apply to colleges. Doesn't sound fun.
I am fond of cats, knitted things, hot coacoa, and all those other things that apply to general coziness as well. I am a very comfy person.
I love flannel, thigh highs, lacy underwear, and stripey socks.
I am normally hyper, and love chocolate and sweets, though gum hurts my teeth.
I also need a haircut really bad.
I also have a boyfriend named Nicky, is is a ginger. He is very sexy and funny and cute and wonderful.
He lives with me and is always around. It can be rahter bothersom sometimes, but he is normally good. Which is a good thing, because I can tolerate annoying people only to a degree before I completely flip out.
A Therapist has said I am bipolar and depressive though, so I am allowed to freak out and cry on people for no reason.
I can't hold a grudge though. xD
I have a fourteen year old girl who is virally obssesed with me... not fun. She likes to day dream about me a lot and describe them to me, it is disturbing.

I say rad a lot, though I am monotone.
And I am normally disinterested in what anyone around me says.
I like older people though, but not anyone around my moms age.
I love physics, astronomy, biology, and drawing, though school fails so I never go.
I normally just sit at home all day and do nothing.

At the moment I am very tired, though not sleepy. I feel like crying and I am hating something right now for leaving.
I also enjoy writing blogs and do so daily.
I really don't mind doing so because I know I won't bother anyone.
I know this because I know no one listens and don't mind if I bother them anyway...

well, that's it, G'bye


Okaaaay, that isn't really me. That is my friend Peter. We were playing a game where we pretended to be the other and tell each other about ourselves like that.

If you guys didn't notice I havnt really been around lately. I will now officially say that sense I first came here, this wil be my first official haitus.
School has been really sucky lately, and I really need to stop being on the net so often. I have work to do. I need to get good grades.

~Courtney


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A lot of things to think about

Fri Dec 4, 2009, 9:17 PM
<div class="jcustom"><div class="titles"> I enjoy Apple Juice </div>

In fact, I really do.
A lot of you don't know it is my favorite drink.
I love apples.

How are you thought?
Did you guys make it through November?
I... think... I did.

I think I lost a few limbs in the process.

Life has been good, really good. But I have been thinking a lot latley, about a lot of different things. A lot about school, a lot about my friends, and a lot about well... emotions and memories. Thinking about the latter makes me feel like an old lady though. I wonder how old I will feel when I am old if I feel old now.

First I guess I will talk about school. the only real interesting things I have been super happy with is History and English.
History is always so cool. My teacher is amazing and makes us do games, little games that are kinda ridiculous, and then he connects it to what we are going to learn about. And then he always always connects it to the present as well. In his class I feel so well taught. I am always looking foreward to whatever we are doing next.
And English is always a lot a lot of fun too! We are reading The Divine Comedy rightnow, well part of it. We are reading The Inferno. And I will say one thing.....

I love.... that book... so... much....

We are on Cantos XX right now, and I just can't wait to continue. The imagery is amazing, the Similes and references and... everything....
I don't care if it is a book about a man's trip through hell. One day I am going to write a book with imagery as stunning as his. I can literally imagine everything as it is read, much better than I have with most books Ive read.

And the last book we read was a load of fun too. We read Oedipus Rex.
I felt so bad for the man.... I mean it wasn't his fault he killed his father and fucked his mother. Really, it isn't. I felt really really bad for him. I mean he was kinda jerkish accusing his best friend of betraying him, but eh... he had a bad life. I can forgive.

And NDKSLhVS I am so proud of that essay. I tried so hard, and I think it turned out really really nice! If I get a bad grade on this, I am going to CRY! Literall tears of a broken heart and misery. Really, all I wnat is a three! Can I get a three? It's not like i'm asking for a four, I doubt it is THAT good, but PLEASE! A three is all I can ask!

Maybe I will upload my Essay here? You guys can tell me what you think of it....

Other than that, at school the only other thing that has been happening is that I have joined this club. It is called The Connections Club. It is where you get a Special Ed kid, mostly socialy troubled kids, and you get in gorups and have lunch with them every week. It is a lot of fun actually. I ended up with a group of all kids I had known sense middle school, if not sense Elementary. We are so relaxed and have a lot of fun. One of the kids I drew a commi symbol on two of his notebooks. One of them he had to throw away though cause the front of the notebook binder thing snapped off. It is a lot of fun and we are generally crazy....I don't regret joining....

eh... im tired now.. I typed most of this earlier, but now it is later. I might continue with my updates tommorow. So don't get too comfy.
~Courtney

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Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Sat Nov 21, 2009, 10:52 AM
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MEME!

1. What led you to write?
Books. Books books books. As long as I have read, I have admired authors. And as long as I can remember, I have had stories in my head. A lot of them were a bit.... inappropriate for my age, but they were really interesting. One day I kinda just sat down to write them out.

2. When did you start writing?
I said previously that as long as I can remember, I have had stories in my head. That is true. Wheter it came about through my toys or my dreams, I always had some story I was adding on to every day. But I think I seriosuly started writing in seventh grade when my teacher made us write short stories. I will forever thank her for setting me on this path.

3. What does writing represent in your life?
It represents my dreams and imagination thank you very much.

4. Are you happy with your current style?
Yes. There are a few things I want to advance on, like not being super detailed and then get sparse in the details and.... and... yah.

5. Do you do editing?
I try, but I miss over a lot of things. Especially when I have been looking at the same short story for about two or three days straight with little to no break.

6. Do you read about writing (creative writing books, grammar books...)?
Sort of. When I do, I read a lot about the character creating process. I love to see how other people do, and there is this really great book I have been flipping thorugh about the types of personalities all characters can eventually fall into.

7. Favourite genre?
I really don't have a favorite genre. It will depend ranging on my mood. Like for a while, all I would read was murder mysteries, and then for a while before that all I would read was romance. And now I find myself on some sort of fantasy kick on accedent. I am enjoying it though.

8. Favourite author(s)?
As of late I have found the old Greek and Roman poets very appetizing. I can't really say I have a favorite author though.....

9. Favourite book?
Montmorency: A theif, liar, and Gentlemen? hands down.

10. What do you prefer to write?
I have dabbled a bit in everything really. Nothing is out of my reach. I do admit though that detictive stories are a bit hard. I have touched a lot of fantasy reality, ( like in The Goldfish Prince) to just plain reality ( The Audition, and Grown Ups Know Best). And then I have submerged myself into a sci-fi/fantasy story with my best friend, though it only touches on sci-fi and is mostly fantasy. And even a sub plot to that has hints of those mystery storys!
I suppose I write a lot of fantasy and reality though....


11. Is there anything you can't write?
I have a bit of a difficulty writing straightforeward mysteries... other than that, I think if you give me time, I can set myself in any genre and gooooo!
Oh and after a disturbing run in with a series........ I don't think I will ever be able to write vampires.

12. What is the weirdest thing you have ever written?
Weird how? I can't really say.... you tell me that......

13. Choose a topic: love, death, friendship. Now write a couple of lines about it.
I've been dead before
now I ask for nothing more.

14. Do you think you have influences from any professional writer? If so, which ones?
if I do, I don't mean to. I mean sure, I have gotten inspiration after reading before, but never really tried to emulate the writing stye of anyone....

15. Worst book you have read so far?
I am really lucky that through my fifteen years of life I have come across few books I would dub as bad. I have to say though, the Twilight series is pretty horrible in my opinion.

16. Why is it so bad, in your opinion?
I can't say she didn't try. The book was almost good. But looking back on it, it wasn't very well written at all. All her main characteres were kind of flat and one dimensional, only being able to focus on one thing at a time. And she normally didn't even give the stories a plot untill the last five chapters.

17. Choose one of your characters and describe them in three words.
Hm.... who to choose.I'll choose one you guys know.
Kin:
kind, gentle, protective

18. Does your character feel ‘alive’?
To me, he does. What about you?

19. Could you kill this character?
Well, you can assume that becuase I did I can.....
I felt really bad about it though.....

20. Do you hate any of your own characters?
No, not really. Even if a lot of them are jerk faces, I love them because that is how I wanted them to be. Like Erin. My fay, ass raping pirate captain. heh... he is fun.

21. Now, let's be honest. Every writer has their own favourite creation. What's your favourite story, out of everything you have written/planned to write? And character?
A lot of people like A Goldfish Prince for some reason, though I don't think that is my best creation by far. My personal favorite is The Audition though.
And my favorite character has to be X. You guys don't know much about him, but he is..... epicly important to me.

22. Have you ever abandoned an idea for a story? Why?
Sort of. I have set ideas aside for remaking, but abandon? not relaly.

23. Have you ever deleted a whole piece of work? Why?
No, because no matter how bad it is, I can learn from it.

24. And finally: make up a completely original character right now and describe them briefly. It doesn't even have to be human!
Roman is a young man that has been exiled from his and. It was not that he had done anything wrong, it is just as a child the people are given names from the great divinity, and their names mean what it is will happen to them in their life. So Roman was doomed to roam forever. His parents were heartbroken hearting about this, and tried to prevent it at all cost, hiding him away from the world his own life, but when he snuck out one day he found himself in a huge mess caused by a little theif boy named Theafen,a nd he was to blame. It was pretty bad offense, so he was exiled to roam the land, and Theafen ends up helping him out becuase he feels bad for ruining his life, so bassicly two little twelve year old boys are wandering about for the rest of their lives....




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Spinning on That Dizzy Edge

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 13, 2009, 11:59 AM
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Don't go to the health office unless you really feel like shit.

I will stop updating so much soon, I'm sorry I promse XD
I'm just Enjoying it so much though. The sparkly skin makes me happy.
I will stop soon though and go back to updating once or twice a month XD

Uhm, so the only thing that realy happened latley is that I got sick yesterday. I woke up feeling like crap, and I couldn't really eat... and I told my mom, but I didn't have a temperature so she took me to school anyway.
I struggled through PE and Japanese feeling like shit, but when I got to Bio couldn't stand it anymore so I told me teacher and she kinda gave me the "you-better-not-have-swine-flu" look and sent me to the health office.
PLEASE! PLEASE! If you are feeling okay, please don' try and get taken home for no reason.
I ended up hvin a fever of 99 and rising ( meaning it was low but gtting worse), but I had to sit there a good fourty five minutes before the nurse could check on me. That was most of my third period. And it was torture... was so cold...
Ad most of the kids were faking, you could tell.
Out of the eleven/twelve kids there, I think only two or three were really sick ( not including myself).
It sucked.
But then I came home and slept seven hours+ and started feeling better.
And woah... I get all weird when I am sick. I start hallucinating things...
When my friend Joey came to visit me for a few minutes, I thought she was someone else for a good bit. My mind had changed her voice and how she looked in my head and if she hadn't come and hugged me I would have probably continued to think she was my annoying neighbor...

Haha, yah I stayed home today too cause earlier I felt like shit, but I feel a good bit better now.
Yah, so I hope everyone gad a better yesterday than I did!
~Courtney JoAnne



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-yawns- Good Evening

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 7:50 PM
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I Can't Decide

I am not used to these title things...
Where has my cleverness gone? I feel so braindead. So... so braindead.... I wanted to try NaNoWriMo...and techniqly I have six chapters planned out into three "books", but I have been so tired and braindead...

So Today I got to see Inglourious Basterds for the second time today and the three dollar theatre nearbye. It was a lot of fun. My friend Hailee (~TheBlackStallion) and I had stayed the night at Krissy (~krissyrocksoutloud) and well... we kinda just fell asleep right away on the couches in her living room. We looked like such teenagers. Then we were kind ushered to her room bye her parents. And then we woke up around six or seven and called a bunch of people and we got a mob of our friends to go with us. Nine or ten people ranging from fifteen to eighteen or nineteen just kinda massed and we were nuts. I love all those people. If I wasn't so lazy I would chase down all of their DA names, but I am tired and lazy, so lets see who I know off the top of my head.

Uhm, off the top of my head, the people who went with us were ~HippyJackal, :devbravetoastlessloki:, uhm....as stated before ~krissyrocksoutloud & ~krissyrocksoutloud... our friend sam was there but I don't know/remember her DA name... uhm... Travis... though his is longish and I don't wanna type it out... uhm....our friend Hanna... who doesn't have a DA... and... IDK.... a lot of people....it wa so fun :3

Just to say, IT IS BETTER A SECOND TIME.

Uhm... other things... My mom is home. That makes me really happy.
And I found this most amazing song....

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Okay, two comments about this song:
:bulletred: This is my song. If that doesn't make you understand I am an asshole, then I don't know what will.
:bulletred:DOES THIS NOT REMIND YOU OF RUSSIAxAMERICA!:heart:

... hmmm.. I feel I had more to say....

uhm... talk to you... later....
~Courtney JoAnne...


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